Faded


Everything is gone, its only the canines and the little prey there is left.One moment we were living in peace with the humans in this village, we would hunt with them and everything was perfect. Then all at once it happened, the humans were dying in their sleep and sleep walking into the forest.They would never return from the forest, if they did then it was weeks later and they were dead, lifeless corpses bent on killing us. We don't know what happened exactly that day, but we know now how dangerous it is to sleep alone, we have to stay close to each others hearts. There is no room for distrust in the other canines for I believe we will be the next to fade.

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Jeamesero's 'Iron Mask'

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Jeamesero's 'Iron Mask'

Post by Jeamesero on Sat May 25, 2013 7:26 pm

~The secret side of me I never let you see
I keep it caged, but I can't control it~


~So stay away from me, the beast is ugly
I feel the rage and I just can't hold it~

B a s i c s

Name: Jeamesero Tamashi (Tamashi is his last name)
Nickname(s): Jeames, Jeamez, Jeam, but mostly Jea.
Age: 2 Years
Gender: Male
Rank: Med Runner
Race: Wolf (Hudson Bay Wolf mix)
Sexual Orientation: Homosexual
Mate: Nope
Crush: Nope
Pups: He wants them, but dealing with his sexuality he doesn't think he will ever get some.




A p p e a r a n c e

Fur: Jeamesero has light brown fur. His coat is short and rough, making it unpleasant for anyone to pet him, as his coat doesn't feel nice to someone's touch.
Eyes: The 2-year-old has chestnut brown eyes which look brighter at night than they really are. His eye color changes compared to the mood he's in. When he's happy and playful, his chestnut brown eyes tend to become brighter. When he's angry, they often become much darker.
Body: Jeames is pretty small compared to his age, but his tail still has the normal size you see at any other wolf, causing his tail to look longer while it isn't. It's only longer compared to his own body. He isn't very well muscled, so he;s not really made for fights. Still his long tail and his small size make him good at running very fast and for long distances. So when he fights, he uses his speed to get away. His ears are also a bit longer/sharper compared to his body, making him good at hearing things around him very clearly.
Others: There's always a sharp llittle fang/tooth sticking out of his mouth when his jaws are closed. It appears underneath his upper lip, going down from there.


~It's scratching on the walls, in the closet, in the halls
It comes awake, and I can't control it~


~Hiding under the bed, in my body, in my head
Why won't somebody come and save me from this, make it end?~



P e r s o n a l i t y

He is kind to his friends and to his family, and can even quickly (sometimes too quickly) accept his enemies as friends, or just accept their apologies. He's also very naive and child-like, and will believe almost anything you tell him. Jeamesero also loves to play with pups, and he prefers to stick with other wolves than to be all alone, making him a bit 'clingy'. This can annoy others sometimes, but when you accept the way he behaves, he can be a really great friend and a shoulder to cry on, as he always tends to give others great advice (even when he himself thinks his advices aren't all that good).
This is the way he acts toward friends and family, but this is not his real self. He uses this personality, an 'iron mask' as he calls it, to not upset his friends and family.

In reality Jeamesero's broken, depressed and very sad. He can get angry easily when he's in this state of mind. When he's really angry, almost close to 'exploding', it might be hard for someome to stop him from attacking others. And when he's showing his true personality he can be emotionless. He will not speak to others, but sure listen to them, though that won't be very easy to see as he doesn't show any emotions.
Jeamesro also can be really... crazy, but not in the good state of mind. He can be seen as a freak when he gets angry, and sometimes he can have these moments that he acts dangerous and scary toward others, maybe attacking them or even trying to kill them. Then after this, one other moment, he can have forgotten about his actions and be completely emotionless again, or very naive toward ones he doesn't want to upset.
This makes him very hard to read, but only to the ones that know his true personality as well (the emotionless one).
Though, this real personality of his isn't shown often.

Having a true, hidden personality and a fake personality makes him very good at acting. He himself believes this acting has been the only thing to keep him alive over these past two years, as he prefers to pretend to be someone else than to suffer from his depression-like feelings. Acting to seem naive and happy makes him forget his sadness.
He calls this lied personality of his his 'Iron Mask', protecting his true personality from the outside world.


~I feel it deep within, it's just beneath the skin
I must confess that I feel like a monster~


~I hate what I've become, the nightmare's just begun
I must confess that I feel like a monster~


H i s t o r y
Jeamesero was a yearling when he lost his birth pack. He had lost his parents and his siblings in a forest fire that struck his home area. He was the smallest of all of them, and was able to flee from the burning trees by crawling underneath the fallen ones. He felt guilty for not saving one his pack mates, or dying in the fire with them, but being the only one who survived kind of made him proud as he had always used to be the runt og the litter.
After that moment of being al alone, his happy pup-like personality changed. He became more down by each day that passed by, without having found a new pack to join. But one day when he was 1 1/2 years of age, he found a lone male, called Shun, who was one year older and took him in as some kind of son. From that moment Jeamesero started to develope strange feelings for this male he had never felt before. Once he realized what the feelings were, he confessed them to Shun, who rejected him and left him, out of fear because he didn't know what to do with it.
Jeamesero was alone again, and from that day his happiness completely disappeared with each day that pased by, making way for no emotions, but utter sadness and depression inside. He became someone crazy and attacked other wolves he met out of random, completely forgetting about his 'psychosis' after the terrible kill he had made. He struggles with this 'Iron Mask' of him from the day this all started.




O t h e r s
Theme song: Monster - Skillet
Voice: He has the same voice as KĊichi Sakakibara from the anime Another
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4PZ0vK6aEVE


~I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster~


~I, I feel like a monster
I, I feel like a monster~


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Re: Jeamesero's 'Iron Mask'

Post by Sam on Sun May 26, 2013 12:28 pm

Omgeee another homo \o/
No but seriously, him and Sam should be friends (;
Your bio seems decent, following the basic layout of the biography form and all I don't necessarily see anything wrong with it, so you're excepted, so when you feel like you can be a full member you may start rping.

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Re: Jeamesero's 'Iron Mask'

Post by Jeamesero on Mon May 27, 2013 1:40 am

Thanks Sam! And sure, that would become fun. ;D
As for the joining, I think that might be at the beginning of the summer vacation, once I'm done with my exams. Still three or four weeks of school to go, I'm so nervous...
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