A S I R A ♥

by **Asira** Sat Dec 28, 2013 7:52 am

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✽ Name ;; Asira
✽ Nicknames ;; None.
✽ Gender ;; Female
✽ Sexual Orientation ;; Pan-sexual
✽ Age ;; 2 years old.
✽ Rank ;; Gatherer
✽ Scent ;; Her scent is that of a delicate, sweet honey, twirling and stringing deftly throughout the seductive aroma of fresh, meadow grown lilacs. A saccharine scent of supple vanilla lingers behind the initial burst of her wondrous perfume. The perfect blend of an intoxicating fragrance that is not to be forgotten, though never overwhelms you.
✽ Voice ;; The depths of wisdom beseech the sweetly toned edges of her voice, twirled into the utter sense of beauty. She has a rather angelic tone, one that soothes the mind and can easily calm down any being. Even when anger boils within her veins, her voice remains a calm, sweet melody, never affected by a mood.
✽ Species ;; Timber Wolf

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✽ Coat/Body ;; Her undercoat is that of milky white entwined with an intriguing and supple grey, though it darkens through the thick ruff of her overcoat that is spectacularly laced gorgeously with a somber black and pearly silver that twirls throughout the muscular columns of her back and trails lightly down the lean sides of her bodice, tipping off her tail, and highlighting her slender figure, keeping the well trained muscles that lay just under the surface of her coat unseen to most, giving her a strong advantage. Her underbelly is a delicate cream that runs up her neck, paints her chin and streams down all four limbs.
✽ Eyes ;; Her eyes were acquired by an abnormal birth defect, as it gleams a silvery sapphire, lined by thin streaks of a darker azure swirling vividly around the circle of her pupil and around the very edge of her iris. The color is eye-catching and breathtaking.
✽ Weight ;; 60 pounds
✽ Height ;; 12 inches
✽ Build ;; Asira has a very small, fragile looking body. Because of this, many members suggest she doesn't have enough strength and can easily be defeated by everything that comes in her way. Apparently, their beliefs are incorrect. Even though her body isn't as normal as a normal female should be, Asira has some pretty trained-well muscles that are underneath her coat, which is hard to tell, considering the fact her coat is a little thick for anyone to notice. Her small silhouette helps her run for quite some long distances for a while, for she has well built stamina in her. She was born to run, for it's a trait she proudly shares with her mother. Sharing her genes with her mother, she also encountered the trait to doge things in perfect timing and her keen sense of smell. Her scents improved as she grew to the age she is now. She is able to smell for a couple of miles away, a little more than a regular female should. You could say she's proud of carrying these talents. Whenever someone decides to point out the negative about her body and talents, she easily becomes annoyed. Don't be fooled, for she does have some strength built in her.
✽ Markings/Scars ;; She doesn't have any scars so far.

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✽ Personality ;; Asira had many years of hard experiences. Her years have been filled with complications, trouble, catastrophe, failures, and sacrifices. Putting these together, it finally surged its way to make this female emotional. She sees the world as a terrible place to be in. Because of this, she has a hard time with socializing and trusting with people, considering she's been betrayed and used all her life. Aisra can treat people differently in just matters of seconds. At first, she can be a sweet, compassionate female, but in just seconds, she can have a stubborn and rude attitude. She doesn't even care if you have a problem with her attitude — 'nor will she ever care.

Asira can be rather outspoken, meaning she is always standing up for what she believes is the right thing to do. She is always the first to stand up in a fight alongside her companions, and won't hesitate to show they are her main priority. She can show this by defending them and sharing her compassion. She can also be unconsciously shy, subtle, and definitely holds a soft spot for the people she holds dearly the most. Her social skills aren't that great and tends to be quiet, so she tends to come across as boring, but if someone gave her a chance, she could be the best thing that's ever happened to someone. But if they push her buttons, she can their worst. She holds a secret, in which comes from her past. What she doesn't realize is that everyone would judge her because of it. She is always at a constant war with her mind. She easily believes anything that people tell her. She greatly believes that telling her history would severe the bonds she makes, while another part of her wants to be completely truthful and honest. Since both are two important things, she can't choose both. She often seems to have anxiety attacks from these, and it's grows more; day by day.

She can be rather guarded at times with herself, especially around males. She tries to be as boring as a female could get, and very rarely would anyone see her flirting with someone, for her reasons to the point to it being completely obvious is because of her secrets. She always wanted to love someone, and used to believe in it. But, how could she ever love someone? The truth behind her secret would ruin it; everything.

On the dark side, Asira can be incredibly self-loathing, self-destructive, addictive, guilt ridden, unpredictable, self-righteous, naive, secretive and judgmental. Asira has always had trouble controlling her temper, that it's made her way to becoming a major problem for her throughout the course of her life. When Asira feels completely guilty and stressed out, her entire attitude seems to change. She's unstable, unpredictable, rash, reckless, careless and can become highly destructive. The "bipolar" side of her usually causes her to push people away and become emotionally cold. When Asira lets her anxiety take over, unlike her sister, Asira never really learned how to control her panic disorders. She often shuts off her emotions and thoughts to block out her suffering, guilt, and pain. If you think pushing her buttons will be hilarious to you, think twice before you think on doing so, for she doesn't take this as a joke at all. In fact, she'll plan on taking revenge by doing the same thing to you. Just worse. Remember though before you go hating on her, you're the person who made her have a rage blackout.

When Asira is at her best, she is extremely caring, loving, helpful, understanding, empathetic, and compassionate. She dislikes seeing others suffering or in any kind of pain, whether it be physical, emotional, spiritual, or mental. Asira can be very wise and comforting to others and people can always depend on her. She likes to give advice, help members and strangers, especially comforting others who need it and support. She's always willing to lend a helping hand when it's needed the most and will put the needs of others before her own. She's always willing to save people, especially those who need saving the most at a particular time. This female is the kind of female who tries to protect and save everyone at the same time. Highly honorable, courageous, and selfless, she will help anyone, even if it's one of her foes. There is a large part of Asira who deep down in her has a strong respect for members and a strong regard for her life and mistakes. She knows everyone makes mistakes, but something in her brain makes her feel like everything's her fault, which will lead either to panic attacks or depression.

When the moment seems appropriate, Asira can be very fun-loving, upbeat, and humorous. She is particularly charming, playful, mischievous, and humorous around her close friends or people she knows well enough. She can sometimes even be somewhat sarcastic or display a dry, sarcastic wit. When she gains a best friend, her best friend will often bring out the more fun, lighthearted, playful side of Asira's personality. Asira is usually one to shy away from playing games or getting to talk to other members, because she has that shy side added to her. She will respect every member's choices and decisions, even if she doesn't agree with them. This is shown with her friends. Her trust to them has highlighted how understanding and loving she can truly be. When she has a best friend, her best friend's own compassion and kindness are very important to Asira. She is often very gentle, kind, and caring towards her best friend, but also extremely respectful. She's proven that values such as respect, honesty and trust are very important to her when it comes to friendships, family, and love. She often emphasizes the importance of free will, freedom, liberty, choices, and respecting one's decisions.

All in all, Asira can be a best friend, and a loyal member. Even though she can often be interrupted by her thoughts that happen in every day life, you can say she's a friendly, compassionate female, who, in the end, makes the right decisions. Though the choice of her secret lays hidden behind her mask, but with the help of her companions, maybe she can eventually let loose and be the wonderful person she always was, and maybe perhaps, she can find someone who she can return the affection to.

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✽ Imperfections ;; Asira has Social Anxiety Disorder, also known as SAD or Social Phobia. SAD is an anxiety disorder in which the victim has an overwhelming fear of social interactions. They fear they will make a mistake, look bad, and be humiliated in front of others. They often feel as if they are being watched, judged, and criticized by others. Anxiety can often build into a panic attack when they're in a uncomfortable social situation that the victim would normally avoid or run away from. Members with SAD often fear events long before they happen — sometimes even if the event is over a month away (anticipatory anxiety). They usually feel happy and comfortable talking to people they are close to. For example: good friends and family, but fear interaction with members they don't know, or members they barely know. It is common for them to shake, have an increased heart rate, headaches, and begin breathing heavily. They usually fear speaking to crowds and will begin to panic, but usually members with Social Phobia are also anxious about other situations, such as eating or drinking in public, sharing work with others, asking questions or given orders, being the center of attention and even using public things. Asira has this disorder, and experiences everything that comes along with it. This is why she is rarely seen with members and is more often seen not talking, using it as somewhat a shield. She finds it difficult to make friends and is prone to panic attacks.
✽ Likings ;;
• Sweet things.
• Relaxing under the sun.
• Company (depends).
• Jokes and laughter.
• Calm, quiet places.
• Thinking.
• Honesty and trust.
• Respectful people.
• Affection.
• Friendship.
✽ Dis-likings ;;
• Betrayal and liars.
• Anxiety.
• Emotions.
• Ignorance.
• Panic attacks.
• Temper.
• Being reckless and bossy.
• Disrespectful people.
• Feeling left out.

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✽ Family ;;
• Synnova ; Mother ; Deceased
• Solitaire ; Father ; Deceased
• Anubis ; Brother ; Living
• Alayna ; Sister ; Deceased
✽ Mate/Pups ;;
Asira has no partner, though this doesn't bother her much. Asira is in no rush for a mate. Since she has had bad experiences with the males in her life, she doesn't wish to have a male to call her own, however, she'll sometimes be interested in finding someone who'll be important to her.
Pups would be wonderful, but only with someone she loves dearly, and right now — no such perfect exists. Asira would try her hardest to be a loving mother and spoil her children rotten. It just probably won't happen.
✽ Crush ;;
No male has impressed Asira and nobody probably never will.
✽ Friends ;;
None at the moment. It's not easy becoming friends with Asira, considering she's prone to having panic attacks whenever they want to talk to her.
✽ Best Friend(s) ;;
None. And this category isn't as easy to be in as you think.
✽ Enemies ;;
None, and she'll like to keep it this way.

by **Eel** Sat Dec 28, 2013 1:40 pm

AMAZING bio, Asira! You're accepted,of course. Jumpintothe rp a soon as you're comforable.

by **Asira** Sat Dec 28, 2013 9:47 pm

Aww, thanks so much, Eel. ^^ Thanks for accepting me, and I'll keep that in mind. I'll post as soon as possible.

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